Being young, queer, and navigating life at a transitional time

It’s so funny how life changes so quickly whether you’re ready for it to or not.  JR has been gone two weeks and my life is nothing like what I thought it would be.  I didn’t realize how much of myself I was missing but that’s a topic for a future blog entry 🙂

I spent the weekend being spoiled by two of the greatest women I know. My friend, M from Albany, came down to spend the weekend with me. She’s so amazing.  She came Friday night, she took me out to dinner and shopping and we partied (where we had a dreaded run-in with the ex-wife which was interesting but, again, a future blog topic).  She met the potential “next”, Anita, and gave her blessings for us to move forward.  She thinks Anita is everything she always thought I deserved but that I never had.  On that note, M left early Saturday afternoon so that Anita and I could spend some quality time together.  We had the most amazing weekend.  We drove all over the city, she took me to eat, we went grocery shopping — just genuinely enjoying our time together.  She left a little while ago to review some readings she has to complete for a seminar she’s taking for the next weeks. I’m still swooning. That’s a developing story.  I’ll keep you posted.

I’m so happy with myself, my life, my work, my family, my friends, everything and I’m not sorry for that.  I realized that I was compromising that for a very long time.  I absolutely will not do that again.  I have a lot to write on this topic so it will likely be continued in a follow up entry.

I’m so ready for this week.  I feel at peace and so relaxed.  I hope you all have a wonderful week as well.

Love.

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Comments on: "Finding Shaina and giving myself permission to be happy" (2)

  1. I am so happy that you are happy

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